I Don't Understand
I don’t know about you, but I’m glad that 2015 is over. It was a difficult year for me. Looking back, it has made me question a lot of my expectations of life. I’m one who likes to know what’s coming. I will keep on until I figure it out. Unfortunately, this past year seemed to be full of too many unknowns which lead to ‘I don’t understands.’ I don’t understand why my list of friends I pray for, with cancer, continues to grow rather than diminish. I don’t understand why God would take a healthy baby girl from its mother in her fifth month of pregnancy and leave such a hole in our hearts. I don’t understand why one of my best friends from high school died unexpectedly. I didn’t think I was old enough to be losing classmates already, but it’s happening too frequently. You start re-evaluating life when people your own age begin to die. I don’t understand why my closest friend, who is more like a sister than a cousin to me, would lose her husband, also my same ag